Press On!

Father, I stand to praise you and acknowledge you. You created all things and all things are created for the joy of glorifying you. Help me to continue stand to my feet. They become weak and began to shake. Your enemies, rejections and abandonments have eaten away my understanding of your love. Help me with my doubt Father. On day light your enemies deceive me and accuse me with all my failure, at night they discourage me in my dreams. They curse me and said to me "where is your God?" They said, "your God has abandon you and rejected you because I have fail God like the way I failed people that I love." Father how long will you stay silence? I will not trust in my bow nor will my sword can save me. For you, yourself will restore my dignity and integrity. I kept on standing to my feet even I knew I have failed in the past, so be my defender, Father. Do not let your enemies to discourage me? I am afraid that I might quit before I face another failure again. Father please do not stay silence. Open my eyes and my ears to hear you so that I may know you and continue to please you. I am not asking you to take me out from my battle, but Father increase my faith for you and protect me from the evil one. For your love and your grace is sufficient for me to face how you have intended for me to live.