Save me, I am yours

Save me Lord, the enemy has sneak in and building strong hold in my mind. I love you Lord and I want to follow the mission that you have give me. I can't tell you how much I thank you for chosen me for a specific purpose. But, Father, the way I am now is too think and dull. I am so tired of failing you, and the people who I love. I know my live should not end before I finished the work you have told me to do, but sometime it does feel it is easy to die than to live. Obviously I am just living your call by my strength, otherwise why would I feel tire and weary? Teach me oh Lord, how to depend on you. Save me God.